i love my chemical romance so fucking much theyve been my special interest since early 2024 despite what the theming of this page would have you believe...
i've been in a bit of a slump recently, where it feels like everything is too much but also that even when i only have a single assignment to do as homework i feel like sleeping
and doing nothing for the rest of the day. however, i really hate sleeping before its at least 8:30pm and waking up any time before or after 5am so im just keeping myself up anyway.
mcr has gotten me through other depressive episodes before, cause this has honestly been my life every couple months since 2023 i want to say... i feel joy when good things happen but every
other day i feel a bit empty or even sad. ive gotten diagnosed with depression and gotten antidepressants prescribed but i lost my insurance before i was able to actually get them so rip that.
its okay though because im not afraid to walk this world alone, ive got my friends and a dream. i wont give up yet. im in too deep at this point. i need to make something of myself.